It's been a while since I have posted anything, well so much for my new year's resolution. Several things have been going on in my life the most important thing so far is bitter sweet. My little girl will be starting preschool this year. She will be 4 years old and is growing up so fast. It is true they don't stay little long. She is the only child I have and my husband and I have talked about it and she is the only child we are planning to have. That will all change if God chooses for us to have another. If he does it will be his will and I am not one to go against God. If you go against God it can be very bad news for you (think of the bible story, Jonah and the whale).
We are planning to send her to a christian school, to be totally honest I feel that she will be safer there. I've been to the school and they have camera's at the front of the school so nobody can just walk in, and that gives me a since of security when it comes to my child. I just hope that they accept her, if not there is another school that she can go to that should be just as good. She will only be going a half day, but I was assured that she could change to a full day later in the school year.
A part of me can't wait and then there is another part of me that hates the idea of her going to school. I'll miss the time every morning when we lay in the bed and just talk and she will tell me things that may or may not make any since. But let's face it, children grow up, and there is nothing we can do to stop it. I love my little girl and I hope and pray that I have done a good job as a parent, and that God will always be with her.
